what is my role...

I know i love theatre. But when you love something, some art, it just seems to take over your life. I dont know if I want that. I also know that I love a lot of other things too, how can I commit myself to just one job or life style. Doing theatre is a life style. I also know that I'm not the best actor, stage manager, or director. If I do theare what slice of the theatre pie am i sopose to do?

Also, when you love something there are always annoying things about it. Sometimes the craziness of theatre drives me wacky or some of the people just are too much for me to handle.

It's weird to think that I have already commited so much of my life to theatre. Art is like a drug. Once you start, how do you stop? Do I need to stop? Can I have a life and do theatre?

I have been trying to avoid theatre the past 2 years or so; however, ANYONE who knows me can see theatre written all over me. Why do I even pretend that theatre is not apart of me.

Ugggg, what am I sopose to do with theatre...